lama xhapdate + bZ = bNyk cerita

ahaks hari ni tiba2 ada mood nak story mory dlm blog ni setelah berbulan2 lalu saat aku patah hati nk bukak blog ni pun mls. ceh jiwang habes!
alhamdulillah da masuk 2bulan aku bkeje kt Astro n i do enjoy every single day even dho a bit tired..wait,a bit?? silap2..HELL damn tired!! yesterday,i jz continue 3months contract with that company. Knp aku plh astro sb gaji dorg bg bleh tahan n keje aku senang n yg penting duk dlm ofce yg ada aircond hehehe. i meet lot of nice people n jz some of them act like a shit.normal la kan kat mana2 kita mesti tserempak ng perngai yg mcm harem.Keje aku penat otak je la,balik je keje mandi landing ats katil terus tdo

kisah aku ng keparat tu dah TAMMAT hahaha..akhirnya tuhan makbul kan doa aku, aku completely da xde perasaan kt dia smpikn bila aku tgk gambar kapel gedik manja dia,sikit pun tak terdetik rasa cemburu malah aku rasa bangga n siap tersenyum.bak kata mak "tak rugi pun klu awk xde jodoh ng dia" dan atas sokongan semua,aku da blh enjoy senyum gelak happy!! cuma satu je bende yg dia dah tinggal kat dlm diri aku, dendam..aku tak berani jamin dgn diri sendiri..tunggu dan lihat je la nnt.
wlupun kitorg da clash tp dia masih/bnyk support aku(da mmg tanggungjawab dia/dia da jnji)..
aku seronok jd single,hidup fleksible dan penuh kebebasan, flirting sana sini tp xde la sampai tahap mcm bitch kan. Usha mamat2 kacak tanpa rasa bersalah hahaha

Minggu ni "devil frens" ajak g Aloha!! yeah!! tak sabar nak pegi...
Nk kene tgk schedule,mintak2 cuti la..

Love story=> Belum lg...
stakat kawan n skandal tu ada la..
Dorg ada sms n call hmmm...atleast i dun feel lonely.
Serani guy : "ur kind of interesting person i get to know"
Chef guy : "u ni manja (**erk? manja? manja ke aku?**) i nak kenal2 ng u"
Beach guy : "ur hot n cute, go girl, u deserve much bttr than him"

etc..yg di atas tu plg bnyk cntct aku,
yg lain aku mls nak mention kat sini sb xlarat nak taip

well satu pun tak melekat kat hati, tiap hari aku doa mintak pada tuhan..
jgn biar kan hati aku jatuh cinta dgn mana2 lelaki melainkan lelaki itu lah jodoh sebenar aku. lelaki yg baik paras rupa, hormat org tua, kuat iman so dia leh bimbing aku n banyak lagi la..moga tuhan makbulkan permintaan aku yang satu ni
amin..

target aku nk keje..sambung blaja...get a good job with great salary...happy kan org2 yang dah banyak bantu aku....tolong org susah...happyly ever after.
InsyaAllah

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actly dah tak tau nak tulis apa kat sini. just penat dan rasa sgt lemah,demam..tak sabar nak keje.

This is the moment when i realized that I should just stop chasing.
It came across my mind all of a sudden that all these while I've done nothing much other than torturing myself running alone looking for something that I should have let it come by itself.
Of course theres nothing wrong with running around and searching.
But it is much better leaving it to The Almighty to decide and lets just do the rest of the necessities a vice-regent ( khalifah ) to Allah swt should do first of all.

People came to me telling me to be strong and move on, thinking how vulnerable I might be after the decision I made. But yeah..nothing much. I wasn’t really contemplating over my decision and to my surprise, I was happy dealing with it. Day by day, I found myself another extra smiling wrinkle formed near my cheek line, sometimes when i sitting alone doing nothing i realize that till now i still thinking bout him and hoping for something unusual. I Warmed myself up with huggies and I realized I am loved by more than just one single soul. These are my beloved, my family and friends.

There was this old sayings that sounds really familiar,
It says that

“When God took something you loved,
He replaced it with something much better for you to love”

Cant really tell if that’s for real, not until I experienced it myself.
I mean, witnessed it and it happened to me anyways.

I am full of mistakes.
aku penuh dengan khilaf.
Sekarang masa untuk dicuci semua khilaf dan disental rakus semua kotoran dibuang jauh.
Semoga kuat lah badan yang halus lemah ini untuk mengharung deras.
Semoga kuat.Make the right decision. Never feel scared to leave or let go, Nadiah!! We never know what God have planned ahead for us. The good ones, of course. Never stop believing. InsyaAllah

precious day,i love her so much

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love love someone else


Everyone in life is gonna hurt you, you just have to figure out which people are worth the pain

If two past lovers can remain friends, either they never were in love or they still are

doa tuk papa

Ya Allah… Seandainya telah engkau catatkan… Dia milikku tercipta buatku… Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku… Titipkanlah kebahagian antara kami…. agar kemesraan itu abadi… Dan ya Allah… ya tuhanku yang maha mengasihi… Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini… Ketepian yang sejahtera dan abadi…

Tetapi ya Allah… Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan… dia bukan miliku… Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku… Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku… Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan….

Serta ya Allah ya tuhanku yang maha mengerti… Berikanlah aku kekuatan… Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit… Hilang bersama senja nan merah… agar aku bahagia… Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya…

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta… Gantillah yang telah hilang… Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah… Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya…

Ya Allah ya tuhanku… Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu… Sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan… Adalah yang terbaik buat ku… kerana Engkau maha mengetahui… Segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu ini…

Ya Allah… Cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku… Di dunia dan di akhirat… Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba Mu yang daif ini… Jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian… Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat… Menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran… Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman… Supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup… Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai… dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh….

Amin.. Ya Rabbal A’lamin.

bila org dewasa buat keputusan..

sesungguhnya aku dlm dilema. Skunk ni baru aku paham situasi org dewasa bila buat keputusan. Well,we all have been at a point in our lives where we have to make a difficult decision, n we jz dun know how. Spending countless hour thinking about it, is totally make me sick and dizzy. petang td aku dpt panggilan dr satu company (ntah apa nama nya?) utk jawatan electrical tech. dekat area Masjid Jamek, giler apa aku xhappy? terasa diri ini agak berharga hahaha Alhamdulillah masuk ni dah dua kali aku dpt keje without interview tp yg sedih nye gaji tak padan dgn kos sara diri kat situ so aku terpaksa la tolak tawaran nya. Bukan xnk cuba tp aku xnk bila dah keje nnt aku still susah kn mak n dia, x ke bengong nama nya status dah keje tp masih mintak duit dgn mak sendiri termasuk la si Dia. Klu blh aku nk keje dlm masa yg sama x nyusahkn org lain malah siap leh bantu org lain lg. hah...camtu la bagus kan? tau pun...
ok2..dah melalut plak. main point aku skunk aku nk ada duit sendiri (ofcz la kene keje cari duit sndri kan..) sb bleh beli apa yg aku suka tp terasa nak sambung degree gak cuma xtau nak amek course apa.
Jadi aku senaraikan course2 yg mungkin aku amek bt masa ni :
- business management
- business administrative
- HR

How to Catch a Liar

Are you being lied to? Find out how you can tell!!

1. How is the person speaking?
Although a change in voice can be the tip-off to a lie, experts say that to be sure, you should also pay attention to a person's speech rate and breathing pattern -- if either speeds up or slows down, chances are you're not hearing the whole truth.

2. What is the person saying?
Liars tend to avoid exclusionary words like "but," "nor," "except," and "whereas," because they have trouble with complex thought processes. Liars are less likely to use the words "I," "me," and "mine." In their attempts to distance themselves psychologically from their tall tales, liars will tend to communicate using fewer personal pronouns.

3. Is his face giving it away? You may think disguising your true feelings is easily accomplished with the help of a smile, but the expressions that flash across your face will give away what you're really thinking -- whether you know it or not. Experts advise paying close attention to the micro-expressions that a face can't hide. These clues are often so difficult to detect that even trained experts have trouble discerning them.

4. How is the person smiling? A smile can sometimes mask a person's true feelings. Pay close attention to how a person smiles as well as other facial movements. You may be able to detect the emotions he or she is trying to hide -- such as fear, anger, and disgust. A true smile will incorporate both a person's lips and eyes.
5. Does the body language follow the story? It's more important to examine a person's entire demeanor, as there's no one feature that's apt to give away a liar. Honesty is characterized by features that are in sync with one another -- so besides posture, note the fit between face, body, voice, and speech.

6. Is your subject behaving uncharacteristically?
Experts believe changes in a person's baseline -- how she generally conducts herself -- are worthy of your attention. You should weigh rate of speech, tone of voice, posture, and hand gestures against what you know, along with the context of the situation.

7. Is the question simple or embarrassing?
It's normal for someone to look away when asked a difficult question. But when someone avoids your gaze when asked a simple question, you should be suspicious.